#3 Depressing story is not relevant anymore.
It is quite ridiculous the fact that I completely got some positive motivation to write again after I just finished the lady whistledown story on Netflix. The Bridgerton.
Hello, to my dearest reader,
I sound clearly just like her right now, and yet, the fact that I don't think I greet any of my readers on every story that I've published on this site is just displeased. Hi, for my readers since I shared my story on my Instagram, sorry for not updating something for the past month.
If you’re new here, I will tell you some quick explanation about why I’m doing this.
I wrote, simply because I'm still trying to learn English more deeply and I haven't got any chance to speak with the natives, so bear with the unacceptable grammar that you've already seen on every page that I've published here. although I'm using Grammarly, sometimes it doesn't seem it is right because that is just some Artificial Intelligent that we know, robots, and technology. well, I’m not really sure or I just had some trust issue. I don't really know.
I love how language is really fun to learn since I was a kid. I always had an ambition to English subjects. nor because I completely know about England when I'm in kindergarten or what an adorable alien foreign sounds to my 5-year-old ear. I have just loved it since then, and as far as I know, someone told me if I wanna be good at grammar learn how to write. I wasn't really sure about that, but, yeah, I thought it would be nice to learn how to write.
dude, to be frankly honest, I still have so many drafts like about 20 story that I’m having a second thought to publish and continue writing about it again.
what a long intro I've just written, okay, now back to the title.
Depressions,
as you may or may not know it is always dancing around us. The feeling that we are all agreed we should stay away from it. I’m now seeing any other perspective about that and remain in disagreement. I am not saying that Depressions are okay. Depression has always haunted us with negative thoughts as well as bad behavior. Sometimes we are in denial that we can actually feel the sad emotions, and perhaps we are also in denial about what we could and couldn't have done. Regrets. A lack of happiness turns out to be the one that causes depression — well, what else?
Depressions become our enemy back then, now people seem really used to it by now. I always think that I’m still giving my closest friends a lot of depression statements or moods for the past year, as you have seen my insta feed is also quite similar to the context. I’m depressed not because I’m seeking for attention nor casually enjoying feeling low. I’m not either of both.
Depressions give me a chance to speak to myself truly about what's happened in my life, give me some rest if I needed to, give me some valuable breaks that I guaranteed I could return happier than before, reset, recharge, and restart. It is quite exhausting, and yet, I’m not really enjoyed being depressed actually. I appreciate the emotion, and I learned how to be very mindful of that.
We should embrace what we were feeling inside by trying to feel it and then figure it out. For me, solving it could be writing my thoughts or listening to music, or even dancing to get my feelings better.
— I remember a stranger wise old man once said to me that we should befriend with our emotions. It is still a piece of remarkable advice in my life.
Here we are, to welcome a new season of good intentions, to start planning again, and to continue doing an amazing adventure in our lives without the distraction that viruses, well, they now get along with us — you know, I honestly get sick of the word covid virus pandemic, we all do, and I really hate those words truly.
Oh, and I forgot to tell you that I’ll be giving my life update asap, it’s still on drafts and I'm kinda busy these days so hehe pls wait
Thank you for reading, have a good epic journey!